Beankid: Deplorable. What a shame.

This post is my response to some spoiled player & about a popular private legacy vanilla World of Warcraft brand/company that used to work with Nostalrius. Let me get this straight so you can see what is going now & why the response was sent. They have 3 realms now & 2 of the realms have about between 800-1200K population. The newest server has over 5000K population. Apparently, the population hasn’t been doing well on the 2 oldest realms. People have been leaving & the population is slowly decreasing.

 

Some of the players were talking about what to do with the declining population on the original oldest server & this kid pretty much wanted the brand/company to merge the 2 oldest servers, But the problem is one server is a PVP sever & the other is a PVE server The newest server is a PVP server so they should merge both PVP servers together & leave the PVE alone. Nostalrious had 2 servers. One was PVE & the other was PVP & both populations were really healthy. Okay, I’m getting off track. Sorry.

 

Anyway, Beanlips or beankid pretty much bad mouthed the PVErs & called all the PVEers carebears. He said they don’t deserve special treatment. Are you kidding? They don’t deserve special treatment because they play on PvE servers? Basically, he wanted to get rid of the PVE label from one server & force all those pvers to play on a PVP server. That’s rather stupid & selfish because it would cause more players to leave the server. If I were still playing I would leave, too. I had to create a Reddit account & I downvoted his crude comment. After I had done that I sent him this message. I was happy to see another player confront him.

 

NOTE: I would give you the link to the comment, but I do not want to endorse, nor mention any running private servers on this site. I should’ve taken a picture of the comment. I wasn’t thinking about doing that because I was rather annoyed. Sorry. I had deleted my browsing history, too, by the way. Well, here’s the email.

 

 

Tuesday, ‎August ‎15, ‎2017, ‏‎9:37:16 AM – 12:36:46 PM

 

“Those that flame others for playing on PvE servers are deplorable. Ignorant fools like you don’t deserve special attention whatsoever. Get off your high horse. Playing on a PVE server doesn’t turn one into a weak carebear. I do love PVP, but I don’t care for PVP realms that much. PVE-ers have different reasons why they play on PvE servers.

1. Some of us prefer battleground PVP because it’s a lot more fun and a lot more balanced, unlike WPVP.

2. Some of us have lives & duties, & we don’t want to waste our free time corpse running constantly & getting corpse camped while questing.

3. Some of us just don’t care for a lot more competition & PVP.

The real world is basically a huge PVP realm. We all face inevitable deaths, illnesses, accidents, danger, hazards, etc. But the difference is people like me are more human than you. We are better because we don’t act like you. We are stronger than you because we don’t regress. We evolve.

Don’t even bother replying because this is a throwaway account. I am done with you. Good riddance.”

 

My next post next Friday is going to be about something more important. I would’ve posted it this week, but I need more time working on it & I’m feeling lazy today. Have a nice weekend!

First: Wolves & Misguided People = Motivation

I’ve posted this on my hidden WordPress site earlier this year, but I had decided to stay on this site because I’ve had done so much work on this site & pretty much established myself. I didn’t repost this blog because I was busy with my life & had forgotten about this post. This was an introduction post, too. Well, enjoy!

Original Date Posted 3/09/2017

“Hello! This is the first post on this site. I’m not much of a talker, nor a blogger now. Perhaps I will be in the future once I get settled in on this site & once I am more organized. This is a short & sweet post because I don’t have much to type about now.

What is motivating me to post this is because I’ve seen so many wolves in sheep’s clothing spreading misinformation & lies. Some sharers of ‘truths’ are simply misguided, unfortunately, too, because they haven’t gotten the true born-again that Jesus had talked about in religious texts. Enough with the deceiving! It’s time to move forward instead of running around in a circle.

My spiritual partner had one years ago and he did become fully enlightened. He had to suppress it because he wasn’t ready & his born again happened at the worst time & place. I wasn’t in his life either because I was just an innocent little girl. He still has the knowledge, but he is not able to do some actions when he was completely awakened. I’m being vague now because it is too soon to share that and also this is my first impression. I want you to get to know me first.

 

Welcome to my site. I hope you enjoy it & became more enlightened by the truth!”

Dear DR. Mark Keown

Almost 3 years ago I came across this professor from some university online. I don’t remember where, so I can’t give you the link to what I’ve had read online. I’m sorry. I wish I had saved it, but I wasn’t thinking about saving these sources.

 

Anyway, I gave truth to him in an email I had sent.  I gave him a few answers on what is what in the bible to demonstrate the importance of thinking outside the box when it comes to the bible. I told him the bible is like a puzzle & he shouldn’t take the bible literally.  I found this sent email in one of my email accounts earlier today when I was checking ^ on my email accounts.

 

He must have had said something really bad because it did motivate me to contact him.  I do have a clue to what he said from reading my old email I had sent him a couple of years ago. I think he was the one that said Jesus would never have sexual relations with Mary Magdalene because he was pure.  Something along those lines. Well, here’s the email I had sent him.

 

From: Violette
To: DR. Mark Keown

Mon, Oct 27, 2014 12:16 pm
Subject: Parts of the Bible is a Puzzle.

Don’t take the bible literally. Use your brain and think outside the box. Open your mind up more. Revelations is like a big puzzle and you need to unscramble the meanings. The whore of Babylon on many waters? That’s the statue of liberty! 666 means cloning. The number of beast. A beast is a being without a soul. If you clone people they will not have what we have inside. They would be beasts. Abominations. That is why cloning is taboo. Horseless chariots are cars. Jesus coming in a cloud? The cloud is more likely the net. Do the research.

 

Speaking of Jesus, do you really expect Jesus had no companion? Are you kidding me? Jesus was a normal man when it came to relationships. Where there is a man there is a woman. Jesus wasn’t celibate. Parts of the bible was heavily edited by corrupted sexist slave owners to make it look like being with a woman was a disgrace for Jesus. It is not a disgrace. It’s a beautiful thing. Being in love with his soul mate is a beautiful thing. They slandered Mary Magdalene and women saying women are not equal when in fact we really are equal to your gender. Jesus did have a companion.

 

How do I know this? My long time partner had a real born again in 1989 and he received information and truth. He is able to read the bible right. Now I leave you with this. Only the ignorant closed minded people will not be saved and will fail judgement when the time comes.”

Objectifying Women & Men

Last year players were trying to find ways to attract people to sign a petition for legacy servers & one guy suggested to use hot women to get more attention. I did not like the idea & spoke my mind. I am against using eye candy for more attention. Sadly sex sells & we have to abandon this practice. We need to find new creative ways to get attention.

 

DATE:  ‎Tuesday, ‎April ‎19, ‎2016, ‏‎11:58:26 AM

 

I hope this post will shed some light on some of you, including the OP and his like-minded thoughtless comrade. Clean your ears out and listen. Yes, some of you are so desensitized. It’s possible to not be brainwashed anymore. It’s possible gain enlightenment. Some of you are are used to seeing men and women be presented in certain ways in the media including games. It’s sad. I would never ever exploit or objectify others for any kind of gain. Women and men are not objects and they certainly aren’t marketing tools. It looks like some of you have forgotten they aren’t. They are humans and they deserve to be treated like humans. It’s about standing up for what is right. There are lots of ads that feature barely clothed women and men in obvious positions. Go see for yourself and gain a conscience. It’s the norm right now unfortunately and it shouldn’t be. We need to take a step back and figure out new creative ethical ways to draw people into signing the petition.

 

I am glad real humans are standing up for what is ethical. Stop following the mindless zombies that condone this unethical practice. ❗ ❗ ❗ ❗

 

1. Players all come in different shapes, races, genders and sizes. Why not have big names and big youtubers represent this? It’s a lot more reasonable and realistic. These people have a voice and they would have a better influence on this. It’s not offensive either.

2. Gamers are females too and we also have female gamers in this community. It would not be beneficial to our community if we only attract one gender and lesbians. We need everyone’s attention.

3. Open up your eyes. Joking or not, we need to remind ourselves that women are not props and shouldn’t be exploited like this. They shouldn’t be used as marketing tools based on their looks and their body parts either. PERIOD. It’s astounding that most of today’s society so numb by this and is used to this nonsense. Gain a conscience and get with the times!

 

 

 

Special(Education) Needs & Disabled = Bad Grammar

“Special needs people have really bad grammar skills.”

 

I really wish I had saved the original hurtful comment about bad grammar & special needs from back then. I am sorry. Some fool had pretty much said people with special needs have bad English skills. I thought that was pretty rude & I told him off in this comment. It did affect me personally because I do know people that were in Special Education & I am disabled.  My grammar is not ^ to par. As long as you understand people like me then proper grammar is trivial. The message is important. Not the grammar.


 

Date: July 2016. Possibly the 10th since it was last modified & this text was the last on document.


 

Excuse me, sir! How dare you use “special education” as an insult. What does being in Special ED has to do with English skills? NOTHING. IT DOESN’T MATTER. Even people who were not in Special ED can have bad grammar & English. Like me. Not every disabled/special needs’ person is the same, just like not every person without a disability is the same. Just because other people say it doesn’t make it right.


Your comment is not only offensive but totally downright dumb & very ignorant. We are all unique in our own ways. We all have our strengths & weaknesses. One of your weaknesses is obviously the lack of cognizance about special needs/disabled people.


How would you feel if you were in special ed/disabled and people kept on using it as a put-down? Huh? Would you just sit there & do nothing to help the situation? Wouldn’t you stand up to the jerks & set them straight? It’s because people like you who are using the term “special education” & “retard” and “autistic” as an insult to others that people are still stereotyping groups of people. Inconsiderate ignorant people like you are the reason so many aren’t proud to be who they are. It’s not OK to do that. The amount of sheer blatant insensitivity in your comment is alarmingly crude. You are beyond disgraceful. You’re close to the bottom of our world with all the trolls, the sexist idiots, bullies, ignorant fools etc…


My sister was a special education student when she went to school & she does not have poor grammar skills. She is highly intelligent. Are you happy to offend people & special needs/disabled people who have to work a lot harder than you do to prove other people they are equal? Are you really happy to make a mockery of people with disabilities/special needs?


Don’t you dare come on here & post stereotypical misguided BS about this topic on here! Break the cycle & step up your game. Don’t be an idiot that spread ignorance about disabled & special needs to others.


I hope one day soon your empathy & compassion will grow fast & shine right through because society needs it. End of discussion because I won’t bother with more nonsense in this comment section. Good riddance to bad rubbish.

HYPNOSIS FOR HAVING BORN AGAIN

Earlier this year I had decided to make a personalized video to encourage me to spiritually grow because the videos I had found on the internet were not satisfactory at all in my opinion. No offense. They were nice, but they did not have what I am interested in & concerned about

I did type this text & did make 1 video out of this article. It’s on private because it uses my real name & I do NOT want to share my identity with the world right now.

  It did work for me, but technology & entertainment distracted me sadly. I am off track now. I do know I need to stop listening to entertainment when sleeping. I need to listen to the text I had created specifically for me in order to become strong spiritually & to fulfill my mission.

  I am not a hypnotherapist & I have no experience in that area. If you do choose to use this text, then use this at your own risk. Matter in fact, don’t use it. I do strongly advice you to not use this text, but if you do, then I will not be held responsible if something crazy happens to your subconscious mind.

I am also posting this to keep a record of this life, spiritually grow under my own lessons, & for sentimental reasons. I also wanted something personalized & wanted this text that I had created to encourage me subconsciously to become awakened.

 

I am sorry for the caps, but I was so frustrated with myself &…well….the caps happened.

NOTE: WEE G BOARD IS OUIJA BOARD. THE VOICE IN MY PROGRAM COULD NOT PRONOUNCE THE CORRECT WORD SO I HAD TO IMPROVISE.

 


DATE: Friday, ‎January ‎27, ‎2017, ‏‎3:17:49 PM


HYPNOSIS WORKS. HYPNOSIS IS REAL. THIS HYPNOSIS VIDEO WILL WORK. THIS WILL BE PHENOMENALLY SUCCESSFUL. THIS HYPNOSIS VIDEO WILL AFFECT YOU POSITIVELY. THIS HYPNOSIS WILL HELP YOU SPIRITUALLY GROW. YOU WILL SPIRITUALLY GROW ASTRONOMICALLY. SPIRITUALLY AWAKEN YOURSELF UP, VIOLETTE NYX. YOU CAN HAVE A BORN AGAIN. YOU WILL HAVE YOUR BORN AGAIN. YOU CAN CONNECT TO YOUR HIGHER SELF. YOU WILL CONNECT TO YOUR HIGHER SELF. YOU CAN CONNECT TO THE INNER YOU. YOU WILL CONNECT TO THE INNER YOU. YOU CAN CONNECT TO YOUR TRUE SELF. YOU WILL CONNECT TO YOUR TRUE SELF. YOU ARE ABLE TO UNLOCK YOUR MIND. YOU CAN TAP INTO YOUR SUBCONSCIOUSNESS. YOU WILL TAP INTO YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND. YOU CAN DO THIS. YOU WILL DO THIS. YOU HAVE CONFIDENCE. YOU HAVE STRONG CONFIDENCE. YOU ARE ABLE TO INSTANTLY ACTIVATE YOUR SPIRITUAL AWAKENING. YOU HAVE STRONG FAITH. YOU HAVE STRONG FAITH IN SPIRITUALITY. YOU HAVE STRONG FAITH IN YOURSELF. YOU CAN LET GO OF SKEPTICISM. YOU WILL LET GO OF THE SKEPTICISM. YOU WILL LET GO OF THE NEGATIVITY ABOUT SPIRITUALITY. YOU WILL LET GO OF THE NEGATIVITY ABOUT THE BORN AGAIN PROCESS. THE WEE G BOARD IS REAL. YOU ARE ABLE TO USE THE WEE G BOARD. IT’S EASY TO USE THE WEE G BOARD. IT’S SIMPLE TO USE THE WEE G BOARD YOU HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO USE THE WEE G BOARD. YOU DON’T HAVE PROCRASTINATION TO USE THE WEE G BOARD. THERE ARE NO BLOCKAGES IN YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND. YOU CAN EASILY ACCESS YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND. YOU ARE RECEPTIVE TO LISTENING TO YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND. YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND IS YOUR HIGHER SELF. YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND WILL GUIDE YOU SPIRITUALLY. YOU WILL LISTEN TO YOUR HIGHER SELF. .NOTHING IS STOPPING YOU FROM HAVING YOUR SPIRITUAL AWAKENING. ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. IT’S POSSIBLE TO ACCOMPLISH AND IT’S POSSIBLE TO ACHIEVE YOUR SPIRITUAL AWAKENING. THE TRUTH IS INSIDE YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND. YOUR SPIRITUAL AWAKENING IS VERY IMPORTANT. YOU WILL BELIEVE. YOU WILL BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. YOU WILL BELIEVE IN YOUR PURPOSE. YOU WILL GO THROUGH WITH YOUR MISSION. YOU WILL ACTIVATE YOUR AWAKENING. YOU CAN AND YOU WILL DO THIS. YOU WILL SUCCEED. YOU ARE DESTINED FOR GREATNESS. DIVINE LOVE IS GREAT.. LET THAT DIVINE LOVE IN. DIVINE LOVE IS POWERFUL. YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND IS POWERFUL. YOU ARE POWERFUL.

 


POST REVISED: 7/30/2017 @ 2:33AM  due to repeating myself in this post. Well, the first half was changed. The text to my private personalized motivational video is still the same.

 

Chat Log: Diss: BABBLING ABOUT WHATEVER

This is the chatlog of Diss going mad. He had started to babble in the chatroom right after I had entered my AGE/SEX/LOCATION. I became quiet & he was babbling about nonsense. I was pretty much unimpressed with him. I think he had left after babbling.


This is the last transcript I have of Diss. Unfortunately my other transcripts from different conversations with other people got deleted & most of them were lost when about 2-3 of my PCs died. I wish I could go back in time so I could retrieve all the stuff & transcripts I’ve lost in this lifetime.


NOTE: SCREEN NAMES & AGES HAVE BEEN CHANGED. I am “ME.” Just wanted to point that out.

DATE: Mon, Jun 25, 2007 8:14 am


ME: 18/F/NY/PICS/MYSPACE
Pstmn037: how is everyone?
Dissl5: will angles hear the news today seems my life is going to chanes  i close my eyes  beagain to prey when tears of joy stream down my face with arms wild open under the sun light welcome to this place i ll show you every thing  with a
GasnGo420:
any young dudes want  to cam 2 cam
TROMA98: couple looking to cyber with bi/f
Radiogso: older bi male for m or f
Mjbeustis: im sooooooooo freakin horny right now
Mjbeustis: did you guys see my webcam? its in my pr0file ;D
Mjbeustis: 23/F/Cali – hornyyyyy ~_^ pics in pr0file ❤
Tmoss1612: 19/f here ladies im me to chat
Mjbeustis: anyone down to cam with me? just check my pr0file =P
Dissl5: with arms wild open will i do,nt know if  im realy to be the man that i have to be i ll take a breath i ll take her by my side will stand in all we cread life with arms wild poen
Dissl5: open
LwllShr:
hey room
Mjbeustis: finally.. im done with my pr0file. go look now!
LwllShr: any girls wanna talk
GasnGo420: any young dudes want  to cam 2 cam
JasonCollins456: 26 m sc any females for chating???
Mjbeustis: hello my name is amber..23-F. anyone wanna trade pics?
Chipmonk1225:   Diss have you gone Mad??
Hollylittle40: 🙂
LeoFireStar: any good looking girls in here?
Mjbeustis: so ya i goto UCLA. who wants to see me and all my sorority girls?
Sglf7: o.k.
Buster0808: horny bi m looking for fun
Mjbeustis: 23/f/cali – check my pr0file for recent pics ;D
Dissl5: under the sun light welcome to this place i ll show you every thing with arms wild open now every thing thing has chance i ll show you love
Mjbeustis:
heyy check out my myspace. link in my profile! ❤
Cocoacouple4u: ANYONE NEAR ORLANDO IM US
Mjbeustis: did you guys want my picz? theyre in my pr0file ;]
Thresherman5: top male here
MandyFlaNudist: 21 now… pix on my profile… I have one 😎 and I have more to trade..
Mjbeustis: i made a new profile! check it out =]
Dissl5: i ll show you every thing  with arms wild open  o hey
Buster0808:
horny bi m looking for fun this morning
ME: Someone has gone off the deep end
ME: again mind you

 

One of the Many Reasons Why I DO NOT Like My Roommate

I know I said I would post the chat log of Diss apparently going mad in the bisexual 20s chatroom, but something has been bugging the hell out of me A LOT lately & I just need to vent. BIG time!


Well, I cant stand my roommate anymore as some of you may know. I cant stand his nonsense & the things he does. I just blew up at himwellthats another story, but me blowing up at him motivated me into posting this blog post.


Okay, before I blog more lets give my roommate a name. Lets name my roommate Jay. I will also give my companion a name, too. His name will be Tom.


There is this one thing & it reallyREALLYfrustrates me. JAY DOES NOT TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HIS ACTIONS. Hes always denying having any involvement in his wrongdoing. There have been a couple of times the bathroom would get flooded & he is always saying he never puts toilet paper in the toilet when in fact he does. Tom & I never EVER flooded our bathroom. NOTE: We cant flush toilet paper down the toilet because the cesspool sucks. What really had angered me is how he left Tom to mop of the bathroom. Like, are you for real?! GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!


Anyway, about last month I had decided to downgrade my cable service because the bill was too high. I also had checked my bill online & noticed 2 movies that were ordered, which Tom & I did not order. Jay had ordered those 2 movies without permission from Tom & I. He had spent close to 25 bucks. One movie was about over maybe 5 or 6 bucks & I knew which movie he had ordered. The second movie was almost 15 bucks & the name of the movie was not available. I did not know what it was & it baffled me. This is not the worse part, mind you. Youll find out in this chat log I had with my cable provider. NOTE: I did not change the name to Angel. That name is actually the customer service agents name. My name & my personal information has been either changed or deleted, too. ‎

 


DATE: Tuesday, ‎May ‎23, ‎2017, ‏‎5:11:57 PM


New party (‘Angel’) has joined the session


Angel: Hi, my name is Angel and I will be assisting you today.


Mary: Hello


Angel: Good afternoon, Mary! I will be more than happy to assist you with your request. While I verify your account. Could you please confirm your full name, phone number and service address including the ZIP Code, exactly as it’s shown on your account information?


Mary: Sure.


Mary: My name is Mary and my phone number is —————. The address is ———-and Zip code is ———-. I think I got it.


Angel: Thank you so much! could you please confirm if you would like to cancel just the TV service or the whole account?


Mary: I would like to cancel the


Mary: TV service


Mary: Not my whole account


Angel: I do understand. In this case, for us be able to cancel or remove any of your services, you would need to call to our cancellation department, since we are not able to cancel the services through the chat.


Angel: The cancellation department is open Monday-Friday 8am-8pm, Saturday and Sunday from 9:00 am – 6:00 pm and you can call them at ——————.


Mary: Oh, well I tried to call, but my phone died.


Mary: I guess I’ll try again later. Hopefully my phone will be charged by then.


Mary: I have one more question, if that’s okay with you.


Angel: I do understand. You can then contact us, for us be able to assist you with your request. Please, make sure to call us at the number I have provided you.


Angel: Yes, of course.


Mary: What does On Demand mean on my bill? There’s a 14.95 next to “the “On Demand” and my guy and I have no clue what was ordered.


Angel: The On Demand. Are movies that you can order through your TV. You can order them through your TV with your remote. These video on demand were order on 04/17 and on 05/11.


Mary: The 5/11 one doesn’t tell me what title of the movie was ordered.


Mary: It only says “On Demand.”


Angel: The first on on 04/17 was for a Movie and the second on on 05/11 was for an adult movie. We do not place the name on the bill, since your children or any other person can have access to the bill.


Mary: Ooooohhh. I got it. Thanks for clearing that up. I have this roommate & obviously he was the one that ordered it. Thanks again.


Angel: You’re welcome! May I know if there is any further question that we can address?


Mary: Nope. I am fine.


Angel: Thank you very much for contacting ————— chat support, keep in mind that you can see detailed information from your account within our Mobile App or from —————– You can download our mobile app from: ———————- Have a nice day!


Party (‘Angel‘) has left the session.


Party (‘Mary’) has left the session.


 

SO….unfortunately I had to wait to confront my forsaken roommate because he was out. Had to wait for 2 hours. I was pretty much really annoyed at Jay. I also told Tom that the second movie was an adult movie. Tom was not too happy about it either. I couldn’t wait for the confrontation & I couldnt wait for Tom to scold Jay because I enjoy Jay being scolded by Tom. I normally wouldnt enjoy watching people getting scolded, but Jay was & is pretty much on my bad side now.

 Jay came home.  All 3 of us were in the kitchen. I was making dinner for myself. Tom was hanging out with me. Tom & I asked Jay about the adult movie. GUESS WHAT? Jay denied ordering the movie. Whenever Jay denies something he is always saying how he didnt know how whatever got there. He plays super dumb & it REALLY makes me want to throw something at him. Nothing hard. Anything soft to throw.


He tried to point the finger at Tom & I, but that was a fail. Tom & I dont order adult movies on demand, let alone rent anything on demand. We had made it clear to Jay that we werent the culprits, but Jay still denied ordering the adult movie. It frustrated me, but what frustrated me more is when Jay offered to pay us back for the movies. Hmmmmmmm. If he didnt order those movies, then why would he offer to pay for them, huh?! BECAUSE HE DID RENT THOSE MOVIES! If I didnt order anything I would not offer to pay for it at all. I know other people would do the same thing as me.


Just today Tom & I brought this up & instead of Jay coming clean he is still is denying ordering those movies! Its been over a month! This is one of the big reasons why I do not like my roommate. One of these days I am gonna snap & I will completely lose my mind because of him. Its either him or me that is going to leave the house. I refuse to go check myself into the mental hospital. I want Jay out ASAP! No more nonsense & his denial!


P.S. I know its not angelic like to not like anyone, but guess what? Im not awakened. I am disabled now. Im living the abnormal life in a VERY BAD WAY. When one becomes awakened they will change drastically mentally.

DISS: IM CONVO ABOUT ONE AND ME DELETING MY NAME and na na na goodbye


This was at the end of my so called online fling with Diss. I pretty much trolled him hard. I had ended it with him & he pretty much apparently went mad in the bisexual 20s chatroom after this. I think it was the next day or later in the day that occurred. I saved the chat log & that chat log will be in my next post.
I also pretended I died in a car crash about maybe a week within this conversation.I used one of my screen-names &pretended to be a friend of mine. I told the whole chat I died & Diss did get the message. Yes, I was pretty ruthless online back then, but Diss was not innocent.

Anyway, I immediately created a different screen name & trolled him under that one again, but it was for a short time. I don’t remember what had happened that ended the fake fling. Either he grew tired of being trolled or I ended it with him.

By the way, my companion got in a word at the beginning of this instant message conversation.  There was a couple of times my companion would go & say something to these guys I talk to when I wasn’t at my computer. This was one of them.

NOTE: I only trolled guys in chats that wanted me to dump my companion to be with them. I trolled cheating dirt-bags, too, & Masters in the BDSM community for kicks.

NAMES & USERNAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED DUE TO PRIVACY.

DATE: Sun, Jun 24, 2007 9:14 am
Auto response from Dissl5 [2:19 A.M.]:    sleeping  leave a email
ME [2:19 A.M.]:  >:o
ME[2:32 A.M.]:  and im her master master henry sooo looonng bozo ilmao
Dissl5 returned at 7:05 A.M.
ME[7:16 A.M.]:  No gm what so ever? Riiiight. bye
Dissl5 [7:17 A.M.]:  HI BABY
ME [7:17 A.M.]:  riiiiiiiight
Dissl5 [7:17 A.M.]:  i just got up
Dissl5 [7:18 A.M.]:  how u fell
Dissl5 [7:18 A.M.]:  mary
ME [7:19 A.M.]:  I’ve been up all night. What do ya think?
Dissl5 [7:19 A.M.]:  y
Dissl5 [7:19 A.M.]:  u ok
ME [7:19 A.M.]:  Wasn’t tired.
ME [7:19 A.M.]:  Still not tired
ME [7:19 A.M.]:  I am a night owl
Dissl5 [7:20 A.M.]:  i know baby
Dissl5 [7:20 A.M.]:  love u
M3 [7:21 A.M.]:  riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighty
Dissl5 [7:21 A.M.]:  i do
Dissl5 [7:21 A.M.]:  i told u i give my nut 4 u (NOTE: Yea, that is gross. LoL!)
Dissl5 [7:22 A.M.]:  u still love me right
Dissl5 [7:23 A.M.]:  mary  do u
Dissl5 [7:23 A.M.]:  baby
Dissl5 [7:25 A.M.]:  mary i love u hun
Dissl5 [7:26 A.M.]:  u need 2 tellfrenchp u t getting married babe
ME [7:27 A.M.]:  it’s a girl
Dissl5 [7:28 A.M.]:  ok
Dissl5 [7:28 A.M.]:  love u
Dissl5 [7:30 A.M.]:  baby i need 2 hear u say u love me 2
ME [7:30 A.M.]:  Sorry. Just found out french is a guy. lmao
Dissl5 [7:31 A.M.]:  i though he was
Dissl5 [7:31 A.M.]:  did u tell him wat i say
ME [7:31 A.M.]:  nope
Dissl5 [7:31 A.M.]:  y
Dissl5 [7:31 A.M.]:  ok i will
Dissl5 [7:32 A.M.]:  ok
Dissl5 [7:33 A.M.]:  i will be to tell him 2 leave u a lone
ME [7:33 A.M.]:  nah, leave french alone
Dissl5 [7:34 A.M.]:  u going to be ok then
ME [7:35 A.M.]:  yes. oh my back hurts. ugh
Dissl5 [7:35 A.M.]:  if u was there i rub it 4 u
Dissl5 [7:36 A.M.]:  i put baby pil all over ur bdy and rub down
Dissl5 [7:36 A.M.]:  baby  oil
ME [7:37 A.M.]:  nice. btw henry imed you earlier.
Dissl5 [7:37 A.M.]:  no y
ME [7:38 A.M.]:  Yea, henry imed you. this is what he said earlier to you in im” ME: [2:32 A.M.]:

  and im her master master henry sooo looonng bozo ilmao ”
ME [7:38 A.M.]:  that is what he said
Dissl5 [7:39 A.M.]:  no hes not hun i didnt get up intill 6 am  my time
Dissl5 [7:40 A.M.]:  he dont im me
ME [7:41 A.M.]:  no. he did when u had your away message on. I was outside when he did it
Dissl5 [7:41 A.M.]:  the only 1 that im me wa u and onebad
Dissl5 [7:42 A.M.]:  henry is lieing to u
ME [7:43 A.M.]:  no he is not. I knew it. He said a comment to you. I have proof.
Dissl5 [7:44 A.M.]:  wats his s/n
ME [7:45 A.M.]:  No he used my sn to make the comment
Dissl5 [7:46 A.M.]:  no he dinr say that 2 me im not lieing to u
Dissl5 [7:46 A.M.]:  dint
Dissl5 [7:47 A.M.]:  wats his s/n
ME [7:47 A.M.]:  Henry is not lieing to me. I believe Henry.
ME [7:48 A.M.]:  I am not going to tell you his screen name because I respect his privacy
Dissl5 [7:48 A.M.]:  u dont be leave the man u r going to married
ME [7:49 A.M.]:  I don’t believe you because I have the proof here. HE IMED YOU EARLIER USING MY S/N TO SAY SOME COMMENT TO YOU ABOUT HIM BEING MY MASTER.
Dissl5 [7:49 A.M.]:  or no ok
Dissl5 [7:50 A.M.]:  ur
Dissl5 [7:50 A.M.]:  hes not ur master ok
ME [7:50 A.M.]:  THAT IS WHAT HE SAID TO YOU. DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND?
Dissl5 [7:51 A.M.]:  i do unstand but hes not ur master
Dissl5 [7:52 A.M.]:  mary u tell him sents u will not give me his s/n that hes not ur master ok
Dissl5 [7:54 A.M.]:  i love u baby
ME [7:55 A.M.]:  riiiiighty. lmao now french wants me. wth is this world coming to?
Dissl5 [7:55 A.M.]:  no u tell him u r getting married or i will
ME [7:56 A.M.]:  just leave french alone.
Dissl5 [7:57 A.M.]:  ok then u tell him u r getting married next month
Dissl5 [7:59 A.M.]:  did u tell him no
Dissl5 [8:00 A.M.]:  u only love me right hun
Dissl5 [8:00 A.M.]:  right  mary
ME  [8:01 A.M.]:  what is it?
Dissl5 [8:01 A.M.]:  u love me only
ME  [8:01 A.M.]:  why are you asking me that question?
Dissl5 [8:02 A.M.]:  because i dont want to lose u
Dissl5 [8:03 A.M.]:  brb  gtg bath room
ME [8:03 A.M.]:  riiiiiiiiiighty.
Dissl5 [8:06 A.M.]:  im back
ME [8:06 A.M.]:  uh-huh
Dissl5 [8:07 A.M.]:  im back
Dissl5 [8:07 A.M.]:  love u
Dissl5 [8:07 A.M.]:  🙂
Dissl5 [8:07 A.M.]:  will
ME [8:08 A.M.]:  omg… some guys can be so desperate…lmao
Dissl5 [8:08 A.M.]:  who ?
Dissl5 [8:08 A.M.]:  u talking about me
ME [8:08 A.M.]:  not you
Dissl5 [8:08 A.M.]:  who baby
ME [8:09 A.M.]:  never mind
Dissl5 [8:09 A.M.]:  i bet i know who it is
ME [8:10 A.M.]:  who then?
Dissl5 [8:10 A.M.]:  frenchpssticker
Dissl5 [8:10 A.M.]:  right
Dissl5 [8:11 A.M.]:  hehehe
ME [8:12 A.M.]:  what is with the hehehe? what is so funny?
Dissl5 [8:12 A.M.]:  u say me who i it was i told u
Dissl5 [8:14 A.M.]:  tell him ur getting married next month
Dissl5 [8:16 A.M.]:  wat
Dissl5 [8:18 A.M.]:  how i got to take care of onebad
Dissl5 [8:18 A.M.]:  brb
ME [8:18 A.M.]:  I am not going to say anything
Dissl5 [8:19 A.M.]:  ok
Dissl5 [8:19 A.M.]:  hes talking to u
Dissl5 [8:19 A.M.]:  u just say u was not going to talk to him
ME [8:22 A.M.]:  lalalallala
Dissl5 [8:22 A.M.]:  wat
ME [8:22 A.M.]:  alallalalalalallalala
Dissl5 [8:22 A.M.]:  lol
Dissl5 [8:23 A.M.]:  love that tune
Dissl5 [8:27 A.M.]:  love u baby
ME [8:27 A.M.]:  lalalalalala
Dissl5 [8:28 A.M.]:  lalalalalalalalala
Dissl5 [8:29 A.M.]:  wat is he talking about me
ME [8:29 A.M.]:  lalalalalaa
Dissl5 [8:30 A.M.]:  i can read every thing thats beening say in the room
ME [8:30 A.M.]:  lalalalalalalalala
Dissl5 [8:34 A.M.]:  mary
Dissl5 [8:35 A.M.]:  y r u talking to that punk 4
ME [8:35 A.M.]:  cuz he is a friend of mine
Dissl5 [8:35 A.M.]:  wat im i 2 u
Dissl5 [8:35 A.M.]:  hes not a friend hes a trouble maker
Dissl5 [8:36 A.M.]:  mary u done tell him
Dissl5 [8:36 A.M.]:  dont
Dissl5 [8:36 A.M.]:  mary
Dissl5 [8:37 A.M.]:  mary stop it now
ME [8:37 A.M.]:  I am not going to stop anything
Dissl5 [8:37 A.M.]:  thanks
Dissl5 [8:38 A.M.]:  i can back up wat i say he him
Dissl5 [8:38 A.M.]:  i though u love me
Dissl5 [8:39 A.M.]:  ur on that punk side then u should be on my
ME [8:39 A.M.]:  I am on no ones side
Dissl5 [8:40 A.M.]:  ur on his talkingf about me in the room
Dissl5 [8:40 A.M.]:  talking
Dissl5 is away at 8:41 A.M.
ME [8:54 A.M.]:  fine… NA NA NA NA HEY HEY HEY GOOOOD-BYE!
Auto response from Dissl5 [8:54 A.M.]:  I am away from my computer right now.
Dissl5 returned at 8:54 A.M.
Dissl5 [8:54 A.M.]:  wait
Dissl5 [8:55 A.M.]:  tell me u love and i will be leave u
Dissl5 [8:55 A.M.]:  mary tell me plz
Dissl5 [8:56 A.M.]:  mary plzzzzzzzzzzz
ME [8:59 A.M.]:  NA NA NA NA HEY HEY HEY GOOOOD-BYE!
Dissl5 [8:59 A.M.]:  y
Dissl5 [8:59 A.M.]:  u going to bed now
Dissl5 [9:00 A.M.]:  r  u
Dissl5 [9:01 A.M.]:  ok i will talk 2 u later be good i love u bye
ME [9:01 A.M.]:   NA NA NA NA HEY HEY HEY GOOOOD-BYE!
ME [9:05 A.M.]:  i am gonna delete this screenname now. so u will never see me again.
Dissl5 [9:06 A.M.]:  y
Dissl5 [9:06 A.M.]:  wat did i do
Dissl5 [9:06 A.M.]:  wat
Dissl5 [9:06 A.M.]:  mary
Dissl5 [9:08 A.M.]:  plz dont do that u r my world my heart my only love plz
Dissl5 [9:08 A.M.]:  talk 2 me plz
Dissl5 [9:10 A.M.]:  u still love me right
Dissl5 [9:11 A.M.]:  i can only hope u do

ME  [9:13 A.M.]:  NA NA NA NA HEY HEY HEY GOOOOD-BYE!

 Dissl5 signed off at 9:13 A.M.

Old MySpace Post: 25th Birthday

The original text of this post was a lot more colorful & prettier, but since I have limited text colors I had to change the colors. Sad. I had forgotten about this post & I found it in one of my email accounts that was somehow saved.

DATE: Mon, May , 20– 8:18 am

 

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
25 TH
BIRTHDAY
TO
ME!!!!!
 
Hey everyone! Today is my 25th birthday! I can’t believe I am 
25 today. I am starting to feel a little old. 😦 What a bummer.
Anyway, this is going to be a short blog. I don’t want to blog a
long blog today because I have things to do today. Today is
going to be busy. I am going to the bank to cash my check, go
food shopping for my event then spend all day at my friends house to have my B-day BBQ. I know it’s a very cruddy day in the weather department for a BBQ and everyone would get damp (or so you think). We have a tent up so we won’t get wet at all. About the weather we’re supposed to get rain today and tomorrow! I mean come on! I thought it would clear up by today. Stupid weather! It was like this with my last birthday. It was very cruddy in the morning. But it became gorgeous in the afternoon. The difference this year it’s not going to be sunny at all today. 😦 (sigh) Whatever. Anyway, every thing is going to be fine. I am going to have a couple people come to my party. I might get smashed at the BBQ. I don’t know yet.  I am going to have a lot of food at my B-DAY BBQ. Also I think I am going to have ice cream cake. Not a huge one like my 22nd B-DAY. Either a medium to small. It depends on how many people can make it to the BBQ. What else do I have to say now? Nothing more really. Except I stayed up all night again, so it’s going to be a tiresome day. I am going to have to drink a lot of caffeinated drinks to help me stay up. Good thing is I am going to be very tired later, so tired I am going to have no trouble falling a sleep later tonight. I am going to be zonked out for hours! OK. So I am going to go now. Enjoy your day and have a nice day! Take care! Buh-bye! 🙂